What a year 2020 has been!
Looking back, I was at my lowest point of life. It was hard until I encouraged myself to stop bottling up my emotions. I felt insecure and uneasy. I was very lucky to be surrounded by amazing friends and family, and I still am. This year I’ve learned that I can’t depend on my own power or strength all the time. I’ve matured enough to understand that everybody has their reasons for what they did in our life. And it’s okay.
It was hard to stay positive all the time, when the universe gave you so many reasons to cry. I managed to get through it all and only by His Grace. I learned that I need to seek in Him first to find my peace. He’s good all the time. I am ready for what 2021 has in store for me. Thank you 2020!
Happiness. I used to depend my happiness on others. It’s not great, trust me.
One day you’re happy, the next day you’re messed up. I felt it. It’s temporary. The thing is you can’t make everyone happy and vice versa. I learned that only God who understands me. He knows me too well. I learned that my happiness comes from Him. Seek in Him. It’s harder when you are going through tough times, but it’s worth it. Sometimes he brings you through tough times to remind you that you need Him. Seek in Him and He’ll bring you peace and joy. And it’s eternal. Focus on Him not on others.
“So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”
2 Corinthians 4:18 NIV
Sometimes it’s good to close my eyes
And reminiscing all the memories once again
It feels good and sad at the same time
I’ll keep it in my heart
It’s always been there
It’s too precious
It’s too beautiful to be forgotten
It is raining
Reminds me that the earth is sad
And it is okay for us to be sad too
It is okay not to be okay all the time
The good part is rain doesn’t last forever
It happens to our sadness too
Just hold on
Things are getting better in the end
“ And he will come to us like the rain, Like the spring rain watering the earth.”Hosea 6:3
Time has taught me a lot of things. To be more patient with things that I struggle with and have hope onto the things that I want to achieve, to let go of some things that I can’t change. Time made me realised that we should make more memories with people that we care instead of busy with ourselves, cause we all know that time flies so fast and we might miss it. It makes me to appreciate something before it’s gone and regret it.
Time has amazed me when seasons change, people change, but some things never change like our feelings. And time has the power to heal our feelings even it takes a lot of time for me. And it has made me become wiser, to know my priorities and what’s best for my future.
We should be grateful when time shows what’s right and what’s not for us.