Happiness. I used to depend my happiness on others. It’s not great, trust me.
One day you’re happy, the next day you’re messed up. I felt it. It’s temporary. The thing is you can’t make everyone happy and vice versa. I learned that only God who understands me. He knows me too well. I learned that my happiness comes from Him. Seek in Him. It’s harder when you are going through tough times, but it’s worth it. Sometimes he brings you through tough times to remind you that you need Him. Seek in Him and He’ll bring you peace and joy. And it’s eternal. Focus on Him not on others.
“So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”
2 Corinthians 4:18 NIV