What a year

What a year 2020 has been!

Looking back, I was at my lowest point of life. It was hard until I encouraged myself to stop bottling up my emotions. I felt insecure and uneasy. I was very lucky to be surrounded by amazing friends and family, and I still am. This year I’ve learned that I can’t depend on my own power or strength all the time. I’ve matured enough to understand that everybody has their reasons for what they did in our life. And it’s okay.

It was hard to stay positive all the time, when the universe gave you so many reasons to cry. I managed to get through it all and only by His Grace. I learned that I need to seek in Him first to find my peace. He’s good all the time. I am ready for what 2021 has in store for me. Thank you 2020!

Seek in Him

Happiness. I used to depend my happiness on others. It’s not great, trust me.

One day you’re happy, the next day you’re messed up. I felt it. It’s temporary. The thing is you can’t make everyone happy and vice versa. I learned that only God who understands me. He knows me too well. I learned that my happiness comes from Him. Seek in Him. It’s harder when you are going through tough times, but it’s worth it. Sometimes he brings you through tough times to remind you that you need Him. Seek in Him and He’ll bring you peace and joy. And it’s eternal. Focus on Him not on others.

“So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”

‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭4:18‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Right Person Wrong Time

I loved you when you held my hands
I loved you when you smiled at me
I loved you when you hugged me
I loved you when you played with my hair
I loved the way you talked to me
I loved the way you stare at me

I loved you but I couldn’t
I loved you but I shouldn’t
If only we’d met in the future
When we are mature enough
And I believe if we’re meant to be
You’ll find your way back to me..

The Rain

It is raining
Reminds me that the earth is sad
And it is okay for us to be sad too
It is okay not to be okay all the time

The good part is rain doesn’t last forever
It happens to our sadness too
Just hold on
Things are getting better in the end

“ And he will come to us like the rain, Like the spring rain watering the earth.”

Hosea 6:3



It can be beautiful, it can be hurtful.

If only it's easy for us
If only it's as simple as that
Expressing our feelings
Isn't it beautiful..
Without worrying what others think about it
Without worrying we might get hurt from it

If only it's easy to erase
If only it's easy to control
Understanding our own
No one will get hurt from it
No one will suffer from it