21

I am deeply thankful and blessed.

God has been so sooo good to me. He lifted me up at my lowest. I believe that His love never fails. I feel like I’ve failed him many times yet He’s always there for me, knowing all my weaknesses.

Grateful for those who always have my back. Grateful for those who always support me to do greater things. Grateful for those who always believe in me when I don’t believe in myself. Words can’t describe how grateful I am.

This year has taught me well to appreciate every little things in life and taught me many ways how to cope with hard times.

Thankful. Always.

Fades away

Does love fade away? 
What makes it fade away?
Love should grow stronger
As the time passes by
Doesn't it?

Why? Does it not endless?
That was what I believe
Until I saw with my own eyes
When you miss the memories then the person
When you feel lonely with the person
When you put your ego first
Rather than saying sorry
Does love fade away?

It does..


Have faith

So far, I’m doing well this year. I’m trying to be better and better. Even though sometimes I do feel tired with everything. For I believe, God always helps me in every situation. He always put us in a situation we can handle. I believe God has made every step in my life, so what happens that’s because of Him. All I can do is doing my best and always seek in Him. Have faith since He has made everything beautiful in its time✨

” Have faith in God,” Jesus answered -Mark 11:22

Even in our darkest, He becomes the light in our path. He won’t let us through it all alone. Don’t ever feel that we through it alone because we’re not, He always with us and help us by sending people that matter to us. Family, best friends, soul mate, God sent them to us for some reasons. In the end, we won’t be worrying about anything and surrender it all to Him.

End of the year


It’s almost end of the year, AGAIN! What’s your goal this year? Have you achieved your goal? Hope you did it. Let’s rewind!

This year is different from other years for me, where I learned a loooot of new things. From studying abroad and having long distance relationship with my parents. Being apart from them wasn’t that bad, since I used to it. Still, missing them every day.

I have learned about new culture in where I live, got my very first part-time job, got my first income, having friends from different cultures, learned to do the dishes and the laundry,through ups and downs. Becoming someone I’m proud of. I didn’t achieve anything big this year, but I’m doing little by little that I know one day I’ll be proud of it. Just not this year.

Whatever your goals are, keep dreaming and don’t be insecure if you haven’t achieved it. Maybe just not this year, maybe next year, or the year after. Who knows? Hopefully luck will choose you.

Xoxo,

CindyG

Feelings


It can be beautiful, it can be hurtful.

Feelings..
If only it's easy for us
If only it's as simple as that
Expressing our feelings
Isn't it beautiful..
Without worrying what others think about it
Without worrying we might get hurt from it

Feelings..
If only it's easy to erase
If only it's easy to control
Understanding our own
No one will get hurt from it
No one will suffer from it





-CindyG-





T I M E

Time has taught me a lot of things. To be more patient with things that I struggle with and have hope onto the things that I want to achieve, to let go of some things that I can’t change. Time made me realized that we should make more memories with people that we care instead of busy with ourselves, cause we all know that time flies so fast and we might miss it. To make me more appreciate something before it’s gone and regret it.

Time has amazed me when seasons change, people change, but some things never change like our feelings.  And time has the power to heal our feelings even it takes a lot of time for me. And it has made me become wiser, to know my priorities and what’s best for my future.

We should be grateful when time shows what’s right and what’s not right for us.